Love,

pervis street

beef noodle

paints

colour pencils

library

and the time i spent with you today.

it makes me happy.

loveya.

why? why do i even feel like crying omg i shall pray hard not to have any emotion at home.
i hate to cry i hate to let my mum see me sobbing.
seriously didn't i know that what you are gonna reply me.
isn't it the same old thing, shouldn't i be use to it.
block head,,, seriously don't you feel anything happening.
or you're just plainly lazy to say things out.
or you're just starting to give up on this.
or you 're just to tired for anything else
or you dont _____________.

sometimes, i just didn't have the courage to talk to you.
i'm just afraid, things would happen again.

it just keeps on giving false alarm.
you know, the beeping sound when your mobile phone is near the tv the radio the computer.
but at least the beeping make me happy thou'

school had started a week already and it's Friday today!
it's my favorite day, i get to go home early..
lesson have been ending very late, which i cant stand it at all.
but at least i have been doing my revision.... okay good for me.
i wanna get more sleep.
okay no no no. i should actually exercise.
i gain like 5 kg. which is a lot!
mum says I'm happy,
happy = gain weight.
what weird theory she has. hahhaha.




anyway hanjin 's music is really nice. i wanna get his album and disturb him .
haha but i'm sure i have to wait till cyn. which is still a pretty long time uh.....

i'm really really really reaaaaallllllly bored.............
someone entertain me pls............
i'm getting sick of this so called holiday.............
i hate being stuck at colour samplesssss................
okay that not that many later 'S'es. just sample.
but still! i hate the size! size of two drawing paper.............


ah size size size.......



ahh, i wanna go out....... out out out..


ahhhh, blah blah blah blah....
okay, i typing rubbish .......

ohhh oh i have been dreaming of him these few night
when i usually don't dream about him!
i even dream about him this afternoon, when i was replenishing my energy. haha.
okay funny thing was i cried. as in i really cried! tears rolling down my cheek. haha wtf.
and i cant remember what i dream of.
just remembered Clarence appearing.

okay,,,,, there must be some disappointment man

okay, i feel so emo pressing the button called "enter".
so it's time for me to go to bed.




today my cute daddy's birthday.
i cooked pasta and i baked carrot cake with lemon cheese cream
and he gave me this stupid smile of his.. teehee.

most ridiculous wasthat i bought all the ingredient but not the tracing paper.wtf.
ohh well, we just have to eat the cake in this state, like what you see in that pic. lol.

but dad is happy , he and i ate alot.
feeeling very very full.
and mummy is laughing at us for that.

anyway , miss C. so much.
i wanna watch movie play bowling and many many more.
and hang out with kai and vin.
but seem like everyone is busy with school work.
as for me, have been saying alot of chen yu , haha i just wanna recall and maybe i can make them in good use in compo writing. olevel chinese paper coming like real soooooon.

okay okay, i shall do some drawing now.
and get to sleep.
i hope i wont fall asleep in class tmr, cos i think i will be having 5 hours of chinese lesson.
sad face.





now i'm wearing head band to school, looking cool in some sense haha..
but i look like some idiot like i'm gonna go for a jog..
when my mind is all about swimming.
yada yada splashing the water.



i shouldn't cut my hair away man.
all i can say is i look freaking TOOT please.

clarence i really need that hat.

my puma hat where are you nowwwwwww. cries.